tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71054232218703245272024-03-05T06:42:18.909-08:00One Actor's Life...When I began graduate school, I was asked by several friends and colleagues, to keep them apprised of my progress/experiences there. It was suggested to me to start a BLOG.
So here it is. It's been a few years since I graduated, but I continue to maintain the BLOG.
Archives are available on my website, if you are interested in some history.
Enjoy!Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.comBlogger69125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-14405248929987992982017-04-23T04:32:00.002-07:002017-04-23T04:33:50.244-07:00Stirrings....It's already been quite the year.<br />
2017 is looking good!<br />
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Booked my 3rd gig and it's not even May.<br />
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<b>- Law and Order:SVU</b><br />
<b> </b>Aired last month<br />
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<b>- Mr. Robot </b>(in a very exciting role!)<br />
Shot the episode last week; hard work, but a thrill. Both Sam Esmail and Rami Malek were extremely kind, supportive and collaborative. What an experience!<br />
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- <b><i>Stella's Last Weekend</i></b> a feature film written and directed by Polly Draper (I had quite a crush on her in <i>Thirtysomething </i>- I was quite smitten during the callback).<br />
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What's more important is the building and fostering of relationships; making good impressions.<br />
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Oh! and I was offered a role on another Network show! outright - NO AUDITION<br />
and<i> <b>had to turn it down</b> because of another gig!</i><br />
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<b><i>I like this feeling!</i></b><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><b><i><br /></i></b></span>Moving forward....<b><i>Go Get the Ax</i></b> is progressing beautifully.<br />
Our cast is aaaaaaalllllmost complete.<br />
Our design team is quite amazing.<br />
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Check out our progress by "Liking" <a href="http://www.figproductions.org/">FIG Productions</a> on our <a href="https://www.facebook.com/figproductions/">FACEBOOK PAGE</a><br />
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We start rehearsals in a few weeks.<br />
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<b><i>I like this feeling!</i></b><br />
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As all this is happening I'm wrapping up another semester of teaching; always a challenge as I always strive to be better in that capacity as well.<br />
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Wedding planning continues...October...my 2nd self-produced event.<br />
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<br />Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-14489623322328466392016-11-19T09:20:00.002-08:002016-11-19T09:20:28.870-08:00One foot in front of the other...Wow!<br />
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It's been a while.<br />
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Apologies.<br />
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I guess I've been struggling with the idea that I don't feel like anything new has been happening; nothing worth mentioning, I guess.<br />
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That's not true however, it's just easy to fall into monotony, or feel like you're stuck in it.<br />
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Let's see...<br />
Since my last posting:<br />
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<b><i>* One Love, New Love</i></b> closed.<br />
My feelings on that show were mixed.<br />
Working at the <a href="http://lunastage.org/index.php">Luna Stage</a> was terrific; the facilities, the staff and crew...all wonderful! I would welcome the opportunity to work there again.<br />
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Added to that, I got to work with the über-talented Kim Zimmer (Reba from Guiding Light).<br />
While we only had a few scenes together, we played well and there was always trust that choices and discoveries were directed towards the goal of telling the story in an honest, truthful way.<br />
I learned so much watching her work. We got along well, and we helped each other out during the rehearsal process; answering questions, negotiating around challenges and traps of the show.<br />
I feel like I made a new friend, a trusted colleague.<br />
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Despite all that, there were strange tensions present with other cast-mates; actors with whom I had more to do. While I won't go into specifics, things came to a point where-in certain actors and myself just stopped speaking to each other. Rehearsals provided a great deal of challenges as most of the re-writes were centered around my character and his relationship with his family. In addition to the strains of that particular process (we were invited to participate in a open exchange regarding the rewrites - maybe I was too vocal??), I can't help but wonder if it was those strains that spilled over into the personal dynamic off-stage.<br />
Sometimes young, inexperienced actors can have difficulty distinguishing between the strains of the work from the personal relationship.<br />
...maybe that was it?<br />
My fear was that the personal dynamics would risk those portrayed on-stage; so, I found myself employing the use of some actor tricks to "drop in" to the core relationships to over-compensate.<br />
I felt like a fake up there.<br />
A liar.<br />
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I began to hate my work because of it. I wasn't proud of what I was doing.<br />
It wasn't fun.<br />
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I invited no one.<br />
I found myself looking forward to the curtain-call as soon as the play.<br />
That's not a good feeling; especially when it begins to chisel away at one's morale.<br />
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So, I did what I thought was best - kept my head down...did the work....and got out of there every night as soon as I was finished.<br />
I can only hope throughout all that internal strife, I was able to maintain a professional demeanor; hopefully no one knew what I was feeling (unless I spoke of it to certain folks).<br />
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Anyway...that was that.<br />
Learn and grow.<br />
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...what else...?<br />
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* Oh! I'm now teaching at a new school!<br />
In addition to Rutgers and Rider Universities (both of which invited me back for Spring '17), I am currently teaching a class at <a href="https://nycda.edu/">The New York Conservatory of Dramatic Arts</a>.<br />
I am very fortunate to be a part of their faculty.<br />
The commute is nice! (IN Manhattan!)<br />
I hope I'm invited back to continue teaching there.<br />
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* Sonia and I picked a date as well as a venue!<br />
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<a href="http://www.thewilshiregrandhotel.com/">The Grand Wilshire Hotel</a><br />
We will be getting married in October of 2017.<br />
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So...there's that...On to the wedding planning...exciting!<br />
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* The theater company, in which I am a founding member, <a href="http://www.figproductions.org/">FIG Productions</a> is slated to put up our 1st production, <b><i>Go Get the Ax</i></b> next summer!<br />
This company was formed earlier this year with two very good friends and colleagues: Richard Aven and James Menzies (Sonia's a part of this as well!)<br />
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We had a very successful inaugural fundraiser last month and despite a huge setback several months ago (the theater we booked originally closed abruptly), we are moving forward!<br />
We are hoping to announce our new venue very soon.<br />
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More to come on that as we are continuing to raise funds for not only <b><i>Go Get the Ax</i></b>, but also our 2nd production, <b><i>The Finish Line </i></b>by company member, Tré W. Davis.<br />
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* I am now working with a new management company, <a href="http://www.wholeartistmanagement.com/">Whole Artist Management</a>!<br />
So that's exciting.<br />
And it's though that new relationship that....<br />
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* I booked a small, but fun role on GOTHAM that aired last week!<br />
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It's strange writing this post as when I began I was feeling a bit depressed and lamenting the state of my career and place in life.</div>
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It's easy to feel stagnant.</div>
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However, taking a step back and reading this....I guess it's not that bad.</div>
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Not bad at all.</div>
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Maybe I'm progressing more than I thought..?</div>
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So, it is in the spirit of the season I must acknowledge my gratitude.</div>
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I have much.</div>
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Happy Thanksgiving!</div>
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<br />Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-35677675230110851212016-04-02T05:45:00.000-07:002016-05-09T15:56:34.778-07:00It's not always about Acting...<div class="MsoNormal">
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Perhaps it might be because I’m finding it’s all about the
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Career woes, goals and aspirations</div>
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A new show</div>
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Real things; things that change you, things that change your
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Profound.</div>
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A life-changing event; its impact to be felt forever.<br />
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Sonia and I are engaged!</div>
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The question was popped and answered on Valentine’s Day (I
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logistically the best time. The timing of other events determined the
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Anyway…we are both very happy. While the planning of the
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My debut at <a href="http://www.lunastage.org/">Luna Stage</a>.</div>
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I am proud to be sharing the stage with the amazing talent, <a href="https://pro-labs.imdb.com/name/nm0956631/?ref_=sch_int">Kim Zimmer</a>!</div>
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Learning so much.</div>
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Very Grateful.</div>
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Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-42521138550120098252015-12-12T08:41:00.000-08:002015-12-12T08:41:26.912-08:00Final exams and buzz-cuts...It's been an exciting few weeks...<br />
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Another semester has come and gone. I'm currently in the midst of grading.<br />
After some uncertainty (low enrollment issues), it seems that I will be keeping both classes that I'm slated to teach in the Spring (excited to teach American Contemporary Theater again!)<br />
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Oh, and I booked and shot a co-starring role for the show <b><i><a href="http://www.cbs.com/shows/limitless/">Limitless</a>!</i></b><br />
Very exciting...my largest TV role to date. In addition, the role required me to get a buzz-cut - which was <i>filmed for the show</i>! To be clear, my new hair cut will be televised for all to see!<br />
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Crazy and exciting!<br />
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Interesting occurrence during the filming of my hair getting shaved (yes, it will be televised) - as it was happening, the actor in me knew all too well that the "scene" wasn't really about me, about the feelings of the character I was portraying, it was about the event itself (there is a reason why my head is getting shaved that further's the episode's plot line). That said, I had to be certain to really do nothing but sit there and let it happen; anxieties festering out in the form of nervous laughter, eye rolls, etc. I had to kind of "go zen," breathe, and just be. As the cut continued, the strangest thing happened - I started to get kind of emotional.<br />
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I never had my head shaved before and, admittedly I always had a bit of vanity surrounding my hair; it was a mild source of pride.<br />
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Ironically, I had been considering shaving my head for a while. Sonia had advised me to wait a while (good thing I did!).<br />
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I must admit, I like the new do; it's easier to maintain and it makes me look like a bit of a badass methinks. Sonia seems to like it too (that's most important).<br />
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I'm getting new headshots taken next week.<br />
....gonna see how this works on me for a while.<br />
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Perhaps this is the start of a literal new chapter in my life and career....?<br />
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<br />Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-52868304370185517042015-10-05T05:52:00.001-07:002015-10-05T05:52:21.321-07:00It's not always about Acting...Yes, it's been a while since my last post however, a lot has been going on....and it's not all about Acting.<br />
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It can be easy to forget at times; this career pursuit can often be all-encompassing, and that's not always a good thing. Sometimes we have to take a step back and remember the other facets of our lives, sometimes the other parts of our lives give us no choice; forcing our shift of focus. Either way, for better or worse, it is a good thing to have a life outside of this oft-beleagured endeavour.<br />
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Where to begin....<br />
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Being invited to teach at RSAC was a pleasant experience. I was working with another instructor; I took the 1st third of the program, she took over the remainder. To keep continuity and consistency for the students (great kids!), I popped in a few times throughout the entire program. Was a rewarding experience and hope to be invited back.<br />
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After long last, I found love again..aaahhh!<br />
More on that later. In a nutshell, we took an amazing trip together to Puerto Rico.<br />
My first visit there was amazing! I LOVE IT THERE!!!<br />
We are in the process of exploring some real estate possibilities....yes! they're there.<br />
Excited about the potential...<br />
And...she's moving in. It's been a long time since there has been real activity on the love-front. She's terrific, and it's all been worth the wait.<br />
Perhaps everything has led me to this?<br />
Meant to be...?<br />
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Finally, Dad found himself in the hospital again. Before you sweat it too much - he's home and well on the road to recovery.<br />
In a nutshell, he had 2 major heart surgeries last month.<br />
1st, an Aortic valve replacement. No, it was not open heart surgery (was a TAVR - new valve inserted via a catheter up through the groin), but serious nonetheless.<br />
2nd, after the valve was replaced, a pace-maker had to be inserted.<br />
Again, in the end...all went well.<br />
He's better than he has been in years. Very grateful.<br />
Now it's about easing things for Mom....we'll see..? She's the one I worry about.<br />
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The Fall Semester is underway. So far so good.<br />
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...'nuff for now.Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-34397562743317789652015-06-07T09:21:00.001-07:002015-06-09T05:03:47.216-07:00Conquering, fighting and Doubling-down...<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Another semester comes to a close</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Doubling-down on the acting pursuits</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Conquering a few fears</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"fightin' the good fight"</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Almost a month ago I finished yet another academic year. A year marked with some of my most cherished experiences as a teacher, as well as working through some struggles to find my way. I embrace the experiences and working to sit with myself and process the lessons. Maybe this is true with many vocations, but working and living in the artistic and educational communities, I find I am always learning. Perhaps that's the secret?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Being open to learn, and constantly questioning things (the world around you as well as oneself).</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Despite it's ups and downs, I'd have to declare the '14/'15 Academic Year a success.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will continue my teaching in the fall semester at both Rider and Rutgers.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will also be teaching at <a href="http://www.masongross.rutgers.edu/extension/rutgers-summer-acting-conservatory">RSAC</a> again - teaching Acting to the kids in that program; excited to be back</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">While I'm not the type for New Year's resolutions (I know, I know...it's June - bear with me), I did resolve to "double-down" on my Acting efforts; trying to abate the constant actors' struggle against stagnation.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">That said, I've been meeting and re-acquainting myself with the prominent CD's in the area.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">With all humility, that effort so far seems to have been met with positive results. My work brought to classes and seminars has met expectations and on more than one occasion, I've been called in afterwards for auditions for specific projects. That's the goal, always...familiarizing more and more industry professionals with my work. As I tell my students quite often (and was confirmed by one of the most prestigious CDs in the area) - it's not about booking the role, but showing up and bringing solid, prepared work. Booking he role will come when it comes (there is so much out of our control), all we can do is show up prepared. There's nothing better than a CD knowing your work and knowing you "bring it" every time (or at least most of the times).</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Of course, I've come close a few times lately (was "pinned" for an episodic last month)...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You can guess the outcome.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">C'est la vie!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">More importantly, that CD will assuredly bring me in for something else.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The same old story...but I remain comforted that I am building a solid reputation.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">On the fear front-</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I'm taking another Improv class, and ventured into directing.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Improv (that shit is HARD) - I am in the Level 1 class at <a href="http://thepit-nyc.com/">The PIT</a></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I've gone through Levels 1 and 2 at <a href="https://www.ucbtheatre.com/">UCB</a>, which was terrific. I just figured another point-of view might be interesting. Plus, I have no problem starting over with something like this....nothing but humility here. It's so hard (for me, especially) and I could use the repetition.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We'll see.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Directing (HARD too) - I decided to put my fears aside and go for it.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I had my directing debut with <a href="http://www.amiosnyc.org/">AMIOS</a> this past month.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It was a great piece <b><i>Always by your Side</i></b> by Conor O'Brien</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">starring <a href="http://www.laurenberst.com/">Lauren Berst</a> and Zach Evenson. A terrific cast, a wonderful writer.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He gave us a chilling 3-scene play. During the rehearsal process I let the actors feel it out; I believe in seeing what they bring (some of my best experiences occurred when the directors allowed the actors to bring in their own ideas and work off that). Of course I provided a context for it all, based off of the world that Conor created. But still, theater works well within collaboration - I believe.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">That said, I took a big risk that I think paid off.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">During rehearsals, inspired by what the actors were doing physically (i.e. body language through their commitment to their respective objectives) - an idea emerged. As I pondered this idea, I also realized that the actual dialogue in Act 2 had no new information in it (we didn’t get any info that wasn’t covered in Acts 1 & 3). In addition, the playwright was really interested in telling his story in 3 Acts. So, I did a little experiment in rehearsals with music: I challenged the actors perform Act 2 MOS </span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">(a film term reference -I heard it was Ingmar Bergman who had a hard time with “W’s” - so when he would say “Without Sound” it sounded like, “Mitout Sound” - the term then got abbreviated to MOS... a little film history there, for you - if you’re interested).</span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The actors were clearly telling the story physically (via the body language). I had Rufus Wainwright’s <i>I can't Give you Anything but Love</i> underscoring the Act. The more we worked it, the more I liked it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It’ was risky, the actors were a bit confused when I proposed it - but it paid off. The playwright liked it too, even though it confused him at first (I realize it’s a delicate thing for a playwright to have so much of their words cut). After a back and forth, he acknowledged the story was still clear (my primary concern, always). I know there were a few Shotz! veterans that were taken aback by the decision.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Again however, it paid off.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It was cool to feel the audience “lean in” when Act 2 happened…</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">”what’s this?” </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">“what’s going on?” - you could feel it - very cool.</span><br />
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To add a little spice to that - one of my actors had a serious bike accident late in the process (broke his elbow, tore his rotator cuff…bad). Between our last rehearsal and TECH (we lost a rehearsal and a few days), I only spoke to the actor; his arm was in a sling, and on major pain meds.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I was prepared to go up myself as a plan B. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The night of the performance, I wasn't fully sure about who would go up...a little bit of added excitement.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Again, thanks to a wonderful playwright and fully committed, talented actors!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">A true privilege.</span><br />
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Added to that, I've had a few small acting projects: a couple of 1-Acts, a short film shooting later this month, another has been in the Film Festival circuit.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><i><b>February</b></i>, written and directed by the wonderful Jessi Shuttleworth of <a href="http://www.scablandproductions.com/february.html">Scabland Productions</a>.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I had the privilege of seeing this with mom last month at the <a href="http://www.sohofilmfest.com/">SOHO International Film Festival</a>. I was/am so impressed by the film, so proud to have been a part of it. A powerful story, effectively shot and told beautifully. There's talk of my working with her on her next project - I'm so there!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It was/is rewarding to see the work going out there and being received by so many...I like that feeling.</span><br />
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I want it to continue...</span></div>
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<br />Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-35958663591184807772015-03-21T04:52:00.001-07:002015-04-29T04:32:29.208-07:00The Winter of my DiscontentIronically, as I write this, we get nailed with another blast of snow on the 1st day of Spring!<br />
Ha!<br />
Funny...<br />
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Another brutal winter.<br />
Bitter, bitter cold.<br />
Though, gratefully, we did not receive the amount of snow that was dealt with last year.<br />
Reminder - as I was in transition last year (geographically, thank you), I was based out of the Philly area last winter for the majority of the season. What Boston got his year, Philly got last year (admittedly to a lesser degree, but it was still brutal).<br />
Anyway....I'll take it. Much less snow to tend with; easier on the back and body - little to no shoveling.<br />
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But it was still a rough season, not just pertaining to the weather.<br />
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I'm going through something.<br />
I have been for quite some time, actually; this winter just seemed to intensify it all.<br />
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Changes within myself: physically, emotionally, spiritually (?)<br />
Changes outside myself: family, career, relationships (some redundancy there as my relationship with my family is changing)<br />
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Anyway...as this transition persists, I find myself challenged more and more by anxiety.<br />
It is that anxiety that has been manifesting itself throughout my body<br />
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A nail-biting habit has reemerged.<br />
Fortunately, I've been though this cycle before allowing me to recognize it early and deal with it before things got really bad (hypno-therapy works folks...just saying)<br />
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My back has been a source of pain and struggle too, over the last several months.<br />
Things were actually going well, progressing for some time - until an unfortunate chiropractic visit set things off in my back. The morning after the adjustment, I woke up with the ability only to crawl. Since then, I've been living with a new types of pain and sensations along my spine.<br />
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To cope with this new obstacle I've tried different things:<br />
*A light adjustment at another chiropractor<br />
*Visited an acupuncturist for the first time (and I HATE needles!) - THAT was interesting, and wildly effective. I felt tremendous afterwards and have since gone back. <br />
*Saw my old Alexander teacher to work on some posture stuff<br />
* changing my work-out routine (I have since learned that my former routine my have been one of the aggravators...?)<br />
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Anyway...all indications lead to the conclusion that<br />
1) There is no serious, nor physical injury to speak of<br />
2) All issues are most likely a result of anxiety and stress<br />
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Hmmm - YA THINK!??<br />
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Short answer- all this is is likely my mind and my body adjusting and adapting to this period of change.<br />
I feel some major ones are in my near future.<br />
I constantly question the status and progress of my Acting career; I sincerely wonder if I have the stamina to continue...what is progress? what is growth? (the same ole questions)<br />
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I receive so many mixed signals.<br />
On one hand, seeing what some of my contemporaries are doing - I feel stagnate.<br />
On the other hand, many of the aforementioned contemporaries have many other things going for them: i.e. diversity, gender, extreme character cast-ability, etc.<br />
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On the other hand (Yea...I know...we only have 2 hands. May I borrow one?)<br />
I receive much encouragement through the classes I take, seminars attended (a prominent CD called me in almost immediately after I took a "class" with her - not the 1st time that has happened) and projects in which I participate.<br />
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Just last night, I shared the stage with a bona-fide acting "hero" of mine: Mr. Frankie Faison.<br />
(respectfully, you may not know the name off-hand, but google him - I guarantee you, you will recognize his face immediately!)<br />
I call him a "hero" because he is truly one of those guys who is everywhere and just does great work ALL the time; from <i>The Wire</i>, to all the Hannibal Lecter films (he is the only one to be in ALL the films, even Michael Mann's art-piece, <i>ManHunter</i> (based on <i>Red Dragon</i>).<br />
Anyway...to work with an actor of that caliber, was a privilege. The only other time I was this excited to work with another actor was when I did a reading at EST with James Rebhorn, another one of my heroes (may he rest in peace).<br />
Both men were kind, generous, and a joy to work with.<br />
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These are guys whose careers I aspire towards.<br />
The journeymen/master actors who are everywhere. You may not know the name, but you most assuredly know their work and their faces. The extreme example of this type of actor is the now more-famous-than-ever-Oscar-winner, J.K. Simmons (of <i>Whiplash</i>, if you haven't seen it yet, RUN do not walk!).<br />
These guys are amazing!<br />
Period<br />
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The occasion that provided this wonderful opportunity is another one of those positive indicators that I referred to; little signals telling me that perhaps I should stick with this.<br />
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Back to working with Mr. Faison; last year I did a reading of a meaningful new play, <i>Redeemed</i>, by a young new playwright, Keli Goff.<br />
She had another reading of the play last night, and she, personally, invited me to return to play the role of Jack. I was the only one from the original reading to continue on...a compliment I do not take for granted.<br />
These little signals happen now and then; all welcome.<br />
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Anyway....I digress.<br />
While I am what seems to be right in the middle of this transitional period (feels like forever), I don't feel I could ever give up on my dreams of acting; however, I am exploring my options beyond teaching.<br />
Last semester opened my eyes to a few truths.<br />
I'll get into that later...<br />
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Spring is here.<br />
New beginnings<br />
Rebirth<br />
I am hoping the season not only brings with it a lovely thaw, but perhaps it will also provide some answers, or at least some opportunity that will guide me on my path.<br />
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I will keep my eyes open as we head out of the hibernation of the winter of '15.Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-74072498497438176242015-01-04T12:14:00.000-08:002015-01-05T09:16:20.844-08:00New Year'sWow!<br />
Another year has passed.<br />
I know it's a cliché, but time really does fly (especially as I'm getting older, I find). I remember reading somewhere, or it may have been listening to a podcast, or...whatever, not important where or how I heard this, anyway....it has been discovered that as a person ages, time <i>actually</i> does move faster. Apparently, as we age, our perception of time speeds up. Remember when you were young(er) - bear with me here - and you had to wait an hour for something? Maybe it was an hour before the family was off to leave for the vacation, or the hour before your birthday party was about to start...?<br />
It felt like an eternity, right? Studies have found that a child's perception of time is much, much slower than that of an adult's.<br />
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Fun fact.<br />
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Anyway, this is a notion that's been on my mind more and more these days...was it just a year ago I returned from a show in Florida looking for a new home?<br />
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Was it just a year ago I was nervously prepping for the spring semester containing two Acting classes and a new class, American Contemporary Theater?<br />
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Was it 11 months ago I purchased and moved into my new home in Hoboken?<br />
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Was it 6 months ago I was performing in <i>The Peddler's Tale</i> in the city?<br />
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Was it 4 months ago I began my busiest semester in 2 years?<br />
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Was it 3 months ago I booked 2 plays and an episode of <b>Blue Bloods</b>?<br />
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Was it 2 months ago I was released from both plays due to my teaching restrictions?<br />
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How did Christmas come around again so quickly? How is it all over so soon?<br />
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What a year it's been.<br />
Many triumphs, many defeats.<br />
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Here's to the best of 2014 being the worst of 2015.Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-76010252857635104892014-12-19T05:27:00.003-08:002014-12-19T14:01:25.360-08:00The times they are a-changin'-Bob Dylan<br />
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As this semester concludes, I am in a period of self-evaluation and reflection.<br />
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While, in some ways, this semester has been my most successful with regard to my teaching; it also has been my most challenging.<br />
True, the word "challenging" does not mean "bad," but in this case - it might a bit.<br />
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On one hand, I was given a class that teachers dream about; it was all about the work.<br />
Among the whole class, there was generosity, openness, willingness to do the work...trust. In a weird way, we were all the teacher and all the student; we all learned from each other, myself included. I cannot possibly expect to have another class like this again. I can hope...<br />
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On the other, not as much. That is not to say that the experience was bad; but it was hard work. Mind you, am not afraid of hard work; quite frankly, anything worthwhile is hard work, I believe.<br />
But this is different:<br />
I must be clear that there were some real gems in all my classes, some of the students were just absolute delights. Unfortunately, amongst the "gems" were some students that were challenging, at best.<br />
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I have been faced with several forms of resistance; the likes of which I fear I am neither equipped, nor interested in dealing with. I am speaking of the forms of resistance that are based in laziness and/or arrogance; I have no time for it. Moreover, I do have to question if these students are even aware of the kind of work this craft requires. Asked another way - I wonder, do they wish to learn the Art of Acting? or are they merely interested in fame? Trust me - they are two very different things. One requires years of dedication and intense training coupled with an acute sense of self- awareness; the other - the release of a sex-tape released on YouTube.<br />
Take your pick. No judgements.<br />
...but know what you want.<br />
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But it's not all on them...what I mean is I do ask the question, "What can I do better?"<br />
...a question I constantly ask myself.<br />
Though I balance my role as an educator.<br />
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There was some criticism that found its way back to me: that my class might not have been as "fun" as other classes offered. I hear it, but it confounds me for two reasons:<br />
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1) we played a great deal of theater games. Maybe I emphasized the "lessons" too much? maybe I should have just let it be and play the games and let the students draw their own sense of relevance?<br />
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2) For me - the work IS the fun. Not only the research and rehearsal, but also the doing of it; the living in the crafted circumstances....I don't know.<br />
My opinion.<br />
I do believe there were some that just weren't interested in doing the work, period. Perhaps I shouldn't admit this - but I do not have time for that type of student. I teach to the top of the class; that is, I give to those students who put in the work.<br />
Said another way, I'm struggling with my role as teacher here...vs. entertainer.<br />
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Add to that - this semester cost more than I would have liked.<br />
Because of my schedule limitations (brought on by my teaching schedule) I was released from two plays that I had booked, and missed two significant auditions. This has caused me to rethink my priorities a bit.<br />
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I always maintain that I am an actor, first. I hate missing opportunities; I do not plan to allow that to continue.<br />
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2015 will be better, different.<br />
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With regret, I am no longer involved with <b>Love and Intrigue</b>.</div>
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Fortunately, the decision was made without malice or ill-feelings; it was merely a matter of logistics. With my booking of an episode of <b><i>Blue Bloods</i></b>, coupled with my teaching, added to that a few other scheduling restraints...it was agreed that the timing of this project just wasn't working with us. </div>
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Of course the ego is bruised as this was a challenge (the role of Chancellor) I was looking forward to meeting. </div>
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However, I have to acknowledge that for the sake of the whole, the cast dynamic, and the demands of the type of work that was expected - it was/is the right decision.<br />
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My schedule restraints spread me too thin and again, while I was able to do the work, the potential cost to everyone else and their work was too great- I admit, that that would not have been fair.<br />
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We all have to face a situation like this at some point. </div>
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Well, now I have.<br />
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I write this as I am out the door to shoot:<br />
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Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-69251313564110115592014-09-21T09:07:00.001-07:002014-09-21T13:36:12.819-07:00Seize those moments that seize you...I didn't coin that.<br />
I recently saw the movie <b><i>Boyhood</i></b>; a solid movie that follows the life and literal growth of a young boy as he and his family negotiate their way through questionable choices and the unknown that is life itself. Anyway, that heading is inspired by a line from the film.<br />
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As I said, it's a solid film with a fascinating "hook;"we watch this kid grow up before our eyes. I have to confess however, I wasn't crazy about the boy himself. While he wasn't bad, I didn't get the sense that his "whatever" demeanor and attitude wasn't an acting choice, it was just the way this kid was, or grew up to be. It's a risk one takes when casting a 5-6 year old child and plan on filming him/her (he had a sister was was a little more engaging) for 12 years - you get what you get and find a way to make it work, which Mr. Linklater does successfully, by the way.<br />
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Anyway...lest this post begins to come off as a film review, I'll get to my point (is there one?).<br />
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The 2 "leads" are the estranged mother/father of said boy, portrayed with aplomb by Patricia Arquette and Ethan Hawke, respectively. Really lovely work from them. Anyway, one of the 2 moments that smacked me in the face was when the mother has the realization, upon her son's departure for college, that this might be "it." Not the end of her life mind you, but that "it" is really the compilation of moments and milestones. In addition, in her self-actualized state she also realizes that she expected "more" by this point in her life.<br />
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God, I get that one! I confess, I struggle with that very question more than I'd like:<br />
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"Shouldn't there be more?"<br />
And, of course, that one has many cousins to it:<br />
"What am I doing?"<br />
"Is it worthwhile?"<br />
"Am I successful?"<br />
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In this business/industry, success can too easily be defined not by the finding/getting work necessarily, but the<i> kind</i> of work, via mainstream industry vehicles (i.e. TV [co-star? guest-star? etc.] or Film [studio? indie?now web-series...blah, blah, blah...])<br />
I could write a dissertation on the previous questions...but I won't. Not right now, anyway.<br />
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But back to the film...<br />
The next moment that hit me (my guess- the director's subtle, or not so subtle response to the mother's question) is when the boy is out hiking with some new-found friends upon arriving to college (the circumstance feels a little forced, but file it under Mr. Coleridge's "willing suspension of disbelief"). He is sitting there with this cute-fellow first day of college-girl, looking out at the desert and they are conversing about their cobbled life philosophies. She makes a point about how we are used to being told to <i>seize the moment</i>. She continues to extrapolate that maybe it is, in fact the other way around...?<br />
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That too, got me thinking (which is what art is supposed to do, right?)...<br />
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How do we know which moments to "seize" and which ones we shouldn't?<br />
My best guess? Perhaps we should merely be open to the moments that happen, or "seize" us, and take them?<br />
That was the best I could come up with...so, I'm going to do my best to give that a shot.<br />
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I'm nearing the completion of the first month of the Fall'14 semester.<br />
3 Acting classes between Rutgers and Rider Universities<br />
So far...? it is the best bunch I've had in a long time - throughout all classes<br />
They possess eager, open and willing attitudes.<br />
We are having fun.<br />
I think they are learning...?<br />
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Next week, I begin rehearsal for <i style="font-weight: bold;">Love and Intrigue, </i>to be directed by Christopher Cartmill; a production going up at Rutgers. Yes, I will be performing in the Levin Theater again; I never expected that. There is a new guard at Mason Gross and they are changing things a bit. One of those changes includes the current classes to work with alumni; providing a secondary benefit of working with working professionals. I am truly flattered and complimented by the invite to participate. I hope to be able to live/work up to their goals.<br />
Naturally, I welcome the opportunity to continue working.<br />
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In addition, overtures have been made to me to secure classes to teach in the spring.<br />
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Right now, I feel like a success.<br />
I am seizing this moment....Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-10710385095745258942014-08-10T04:51:00.002-07:002014-08-10T04:53:08.124-07:00slow burn...<b><i>The Peddler's Tale</i></b> closed.<br />
Too, too brief run.<br />
Great group of people. Beautiful production.<br />
Richard (director) and Liz (writer) complimented each other with the show, I believe.<br />
The show truly deserves a bigger, longer run...we'll see.<br />
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Now on to the Fall semester; 1 class at Rutgers (Intermediate Acting 272), 2 classes at Rider (Basic Acting 1).<br />
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I feel good about the classes. 272 is comprised of some former students (I taught 271 last semester); I think they're might be a compliment in there somewhere.<br />
And at Rider - I've struggled with Acting classes there. I feel restricted by time (Rutgers is 6 hours a week whereas Rider is only 3), in addition the students there are an interesting mix of majors and non-majors. Whereas at Rutgers, it was all BA's, which allowed for more consistency.<br />
This semester, not only am I readjusting my goals and expectations, I have heard that I will be dealing with mostly majors...so that sounds promising.<br />
The only glitch this semester is a looming strike at Rider.<br />
We'll see.<br />
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I have a few possible projects on the horizon:<br />
Some V/O work our of Princeton<br />
a possible play in the coming month<br />
There is an Indie Film from Philly which is expressing interest.<br />
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Of course, I count on nothing...not being negative, I've just been on this dance floor before.<br />
Nothing is real until it's happening, or a contract is signed.<br />
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Naturally, I'm in PA when I have free time (which is more than I'd like this month),<br />
I think we need to make some big decisions there...<br />
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<br />Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-45150706130401431682014-06-19T10:08:00.004-07:002014-06-19T10:08:55.114-07:00Working....Ah, to work on something again...! it continues to bring joy to my soul, especially when I have been given the opportunity to work on something significant, meaningful and smart.<br />
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<b><i><span style="font-size: large;">The Peddler's Tale</span></i></b></div>
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the brilliant Liz Thaler</div>
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my friend Richard Aven</div>
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We had our 1st read last night, and am loving the way it feels and sounds; truly a solid group of artists with which I get to work.<br />
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This show is part of the <a href="http://www.freshfruitfestival.com/">Fresh Fruit Festival</a> and runs the week of July 15th.<br />
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I'll keep you posted...Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-24380708695745097502014-05-16T03:55:00.000-07:002014-05-16T03:57:54.828-07:00You can die in the struggle....or relax into it.<br />
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Christ!<br />
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Astounded I survived this one....but I did.<br />
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No small feat.<br />
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Challenges unrelenting from many angles.<br />
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One day at a time, slow and steady....<br />
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Now what?Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-17578093490345261042014-03-16T04:12:00.000-07:002014-03-16T04:15:14.731-07:00What I did this past winter....Ok, so I realize it's been a while...<br />
I've been in the process of a significant transitional period.<br />
As you may recall, I was residing at my parent's place since I returned from my gig in West Palm Beach.<br />
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Christ, I hadn't "lived at home" since I was in high school (I will not state how long ago that was...but it was quite a while back!). And though "living with one's parents" comes with its expected obstacles and challenges, given the brutal, oppressive winter we just went through, I realize I was meant to be there during those few months. And on a level, I was happy to be.<br />
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No hyperbole, coming off of the severity of Sandy last fall (I was at ground Zero.5, I call it. The big difference between Jersey City and Hoboken at the time was that the water receded from Jersey City, unlike Hoboken), this winter hit Chester County, PA with an unrelenting consistency. Seriously, it seemed the epicenter of every f-ing storm that came (I think we're at 15? or so? - no joke!), was directly in line with West Chester, Philadelphia and what is now known as the "I-95 Corridor."<br />
Shoveling became my daily ritual; where to put the snow became the quandary of the week. Piles were so high that snow-blowers (I used ours for the first time) could only throw the snow so high. When they became useless and we had to resort to shovels again...we were limited by our throwing power.<br />
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Back aches and tendonitis seemed to take permanent residence in my body, it feels.<br />
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Through the worst of it: the ice storm, we were without heat and power for almost a week. We burned wood, snuggled around the fireplace like we were in some Dickens novel and tolerated it until the house lost what retained heat it kept. That last night was truly brutal; at the risk of sounding insensitive, I don't want to imagine what the homeless must suffer through. I only know, I couldn't sleep while the biting cold pierced my face; completely residing under the pile of blankets conversely, was suffocating. Pick you poison.<br />
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Then I had the commute to 2 schools in New Jersey from the other side of Philadelphia.<br />
My mornings at Rutgers (class begins at 9:15) required my waking up at 5am, being out the door by 6-6:30 at the latest; traffic being such a variable, I couldn't chance it. Wednesdays required me to get a hotel as I couldn't justify driving back from Rider U. only to make the 5am jaunt back up to Rutgers. Added to that the issue of safety - at that hour, not only is it the coldest, but there is also the greatest propensity for "black ice" on the roads; terrible, terrible accidents all over the area (you may recall the 50 car pile-up on the PA Turnpike this winter? that was right in my commute).<br />
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In addition, starting in early February - I finally found a place - AND MOVED!<br />
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WHO the F*^% moves in FEBRUARY!!!??????<br />
This Guy!!!<br />
Jesus - that was arduous to say the least.<br />
Planning trips not only around my teaching schedule, auditions, and of course, the weather; it was something akin to producing a play. Juggling so many factors to think of it all would make you cry.<br />
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Irony Alert - after the move - I found myself not only battling loneliness (a new neighborhood) but I also found myself really missing my parents. Yes, living with them (albeit briefly) was annoying at times (man, that man constantly wants something!!), but I am so lucky (SO LUCKY) that my parents actually are also my friends. Sure I love them, but I also LIKE them. Does that make sense?<br />
In addition, it also felt good to do all I could for them. Christ, they've done (DO) so much for me - the least I can do is make their lives easier in some small way. I worry that I can't do as much for them now that I'm gone. Sure, I visit fairly regularly - but it's not the same...<br />
Random observation - whenever I arrive back in PA, the first words out of my father's mouth, "When are you leaving?"<br />
When I am heading out the door with my last bag to return to NJ, "When are you coming back?"<br />
You gotta love the guy.<br />
She ain't bad either! 78 years old and had an exhibit in the Philadelphia Flower Show - AGAIN!!!<br />
Can't wait to see the pics!<br />
So proud of her.<br />
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God, I love them both.<br />
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Teaching - yes, I am teaching 3 courses this semester; one of which is a brand new course: American Contemporary Theater.<br />
I actually schedule a field trip for this one - HUH???!!<br />
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Yep, we all went to the Walnut Street Theater to see a show together.<br />
What am I thinking??!!! I'm only an adjunct!!!<br />
Here's the thing - it all came together!<br />
Fortunately, it's a great class, great students - and we all made it work (thanks again, Blair for being the class transport!)<br />
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My other classes are Acting classes (Basic at Rutgers, Intermediate at Rider) - great students (for the most part)...some wonderful moments and growth present in both classes. My only hope is that they are able to see what I see and own their progress. A few instances of resistant attitudes but fortunately, nothing too disruptive. Though I have realized my greatest frustration in the classroom is stifled growth. To see students willfully hold themselves back is mind-boggling to me (while they may not know that that is, in fact, what they are doing...it is, in fact a "choice" to not do the work...a result of resistance.)<br />
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When I look back on the past few months I cannot help but marvel at it all.<br />
Does life get easier?<br />
Why can't it?<br />
Might I be able to get more of what I want?<br />
Is it just about patience?<br />
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I'm now pretty much completely moved in. There are a few non-essentials I need to get out of storage, but I've been<i> living</i> here (in Hoboken) for the past month. Getting to know my new neighborhood, new commute. It's nice, while it's more residential than where I lived in Jersey City, it's just as accessible to the city.<br />
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I'm back in a scene study class, back involved with <b><i>Amios</i></b> and have been auditioning (which has been going well - close to booking something). So, of course, that whole struggle begins again, raising all those old questions.<br />
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I feel I'm still growing into my type...We'll see....is it all just about timing?<br />
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<br />Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-38333098359263036982014-01-09T04:36:00.004-08:002014-01-09T04:36:45.239-08:00Auld Lang SyneForgive my neglect.<br />
Happy New Year!<br />
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2014 is already feeling pretty good.<br />
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At the risk of jinxing anything, I'll resist going into detail on my major development; more will be announced when things become more official.<br />
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Other than that - I've been based out of PA since I returned from Florida.<br />
Doing the "dutiful son" thing that I do.<br />
Being such a brutal winter, I am grateful to be around for my parents (i.e. shoveling snow, stacking wood, general winter maintenance, etc) however, I am going a bit stir crazy...feeling a bit out of touch with the business.<br />
Yes, I've had some auditions during this typically slow period, but I need to get working again.<br />
Kinda going nuts here.<br />
I see friends/colleagues doing stuff, getting work, moving forward. While I am so happy for them, and proud; it's hard not to be a little jealous.<br />
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Jealousy - a natural human reaction. I have come to terms that it happens without my effort. I acknowledge it when it surfaces, focus on the happiness I have for those working, and move on.<br />
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But all this shall pass - if all goes as it should, I should be living in the NYC area in the next few weeks.<br />
Then - back to classes, and auditions, and Manhattan!!<br />
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The spring semester begins in a few weeks.<br />
2 classes at Rider University (including a new class!), 1 at Rutgers.<br />
The first few weeks will consist of a bitch of commute (from PA)!<br />
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Again, I'm looking for normalcy by the 3rd week of February.<br />
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Will keep you posted.<br />
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May the best of 2013 be the worst of 2014!Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-61075427398443014732013-11-14T13:40:00.003-08:002013-11-16T05:15:42.905-08:00All good things must come to an end...Well, I can't believe that my time here at Palm Beach Dramaworks is almost done.<br />
We are in our final week of <b><i>Of Mice and Men</i></b>. We extended due to how well this show was received. I am proud to have been a part of it, proud to have been invited to work here.<br />
This particular company has been working hard to grow into something quite special. After a significant renovation, the facilities are beautiful (a converted movie house that once housed Burt Reynold's theater a while back).<br />
I feel like my work has been well-received here. I'd like to think they'd ask me back if there was a role appropriate for me. This is a great place to work and I would not hesitate to work with them again.<br />
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That said, this was a tougher project than I anticipated:<br />
Curley is very unlikable. I don't like to say that about any character I play as I feel it is very important for an actor to empathize and identify with the character in which he is to portray. However, facts are facts and Steinbeck doesn't give a great deal of opportunity for anyone playing this part to expand on what is written. In other words, he comes in and out in a flash, instigates and incites altercations, and then darts back out.<br />
Whenever I work on a role, yes - I have to acknowledge the characters role in the play (how does my character fit in this world? what purpose does my character serve in the story? etc.), but I never judge him. I always work to pin the lens of perspective to justify my character's actions (which are tied to his wants and needs). While I know I did that with Curley, I must acknowledge that it was/is a near impossible get to receive much empathy from audiences for reasons I just explained.<br />
Bottom line - it wears on a person (it wears on me) to play such a damaged character and receive very little back. There's no real pay-off with him. He just is...<br />
He is amongst the saddest of characters in this play, I believe.<br />
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Anyway...Florida...hmm...a mixed bag.<br />
To be blunt - it's weird down here.<br />
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Stand your ground laws<br />
People high on bath-salts eating each other's faces off<br />
Bullying in the NFL (what?? really???)<br />
sinkholes<br />
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Enough of that - high notes?<br />
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MoonFest - a fun outdoor Halloween party up and down Clematis Street <br />
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The weather is ridiculously beautiful, constantly.<br />
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I met and worked with some wonderfully talented people.<br />
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I couldn't not go to the Florida Keys while here...and I have to admit...I get it.<br />
I get why people go and don't come back.<br />
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But fortunately there is enough around the tourist stuff that still makes it all wonderful.<br />
FUN FACT - The Keys are, in fact, a network of fossilized coral reefs; about 800-1700 separate islands (the higher number includes those islands that are only a network of salt-water dwelling trees), no dirt on any of them.<br />
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The Hemingway House was pretty cool; cats all over (Around 45 in total, all polydactyl cats [6-7 paws] - all descendants of "Snowball," one of his son's pets).</div>
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What a character he was. I will read more of his stuff immediately. </div>
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The oft single-lane route 1 was awesome: windows and sun roof open, blaring tropical music...magical.</div>
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Spring semester: 2-3 courses<br />
More acting? Yes, please!<br />
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Pretty impressive...what's more...it went fairly ok.<br />
A few hiccups here and there, we got through it.<br />
We open in 2 weeks and to have a run-though under our belt already is quite an achievement; this all feels attainable; thank you to our director, J. Barry Lewis.<br />
The set is almost done...can't wait to get on it.<br />
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It's going to be a successful production, I believe.<br />
A solid cast, with the likes of Frank Converse, Dennis Creaghan, and John Leonard Thompson.<br />
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It's a couple of audio plays that is to accompany a pop-up art installation near the Brooklyn Bridge.<br />
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It goes up next month.<br />
We rehearsed today, record tomorrow.<br />
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It's been nice to have a creative outlet to distract me from my move (almost done!).<br />
When we finished rehearsal, I decided to walk back (yes, from Brooklyn!)...it was such a beautiful day!<br />
How could you blame me?<br />
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I do love it here!Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-15534763209986746812013-08-17T04:38:00.000-07:002013-08-17T04:38:31.488-07:00“Taking a new step, uttering a new word, is what people fear most.” ― Fyodor DostoyevskyI am almost out of my apartment.<br />
Everything I own has either been given away, thrown out, or in storage.<br />
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Despite the ever-present fear of uncertainty, this feels like the right thing to do.<br />
A cleansing.<br />
Purging.<br />
Liberation.<br />
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I do encounter small bouts of panic from time to time, then it passes.<br />
Sometimes I feel I'm too old to do something like this...that's another reason why it feels good.<br />
Risk big, win big...right?<br />
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And hey! I am heading out of town to work after all! Let's not forget that!<br />
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On another note - I went to a reunion last week.<br />
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Before I left for Los Angeles, I lived and worked in Washington, DC. While there, I worked at a restaurant/bar called, Clyde's.<br />
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I was hired there as a busboy while I was still an undergrad at <a href="http://www.gwu.edu/">GWU</a>. When I left, I was running the bar. Needless to say, some of my best times were there. Great friends were there, amazing memories.</div>
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A lifetime ago. How much has happened since then...</div>
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Last monday was their 50 year anniversary.</div>
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I was asked back to guest-bartend; I gladly accepted.</div>
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Was fun to be back...kinda like I never left.</div>
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Reunions bring reflection; for me, at least. </div>
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Provides a forced, honest look at my time since then. I acknowledge that I am hard on myself; I never am fully satisfied with where I am. Always wanting more. Comparing my progress to others' (for better or worse).</div>
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I gave up my apartment.<br />
Removing the net.<br />
No harness.<br />
Free fall.<br />
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I strongly considered subletting my place however, I would have taken a substantial financial loss, while working in Florida. I couldn't justify it.<br />
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The apartment had a great number of conveniences, it was set up well.<br />
It was easy for me to "just hang out at home," to settle.<br />
However, I fear it all was causing me to become complacent.<br />
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Time to move on...<br />
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What next?<br />
Who knows.<br />
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I am currently moving my stuff into storage and will figure something out upon my return from Florida.<br />
When I do...is it New Jersey? New York?<br />
If so, Manhattan? Brooklyn?<br />
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We'll see....Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-7347866524651783512013-07-05T10:59:00.000-07:002013-07-09T05:51:12.165-07:00“Do I contradict myself? Very well, then, I contradict myself; I am large -- I contain multitudes.” -Walt WhitmanFor a summer season, I've been quite busy with several smaller projects.<br />
"Big things have small beginnings."<br />
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Two staged readings, a couple of rounds with AMIOS, classes and auditions.<br />
I have a short film to shoot on monday on Long Island (thank you, Johnnie!), and then it's just Improv.<br />
I'm currently in Level 2 (201) and am sorry to say I had to miss the last class due to a family emergency.<br />
We are entering a new normal with regards to my father; he fell off his treadmill the other night (midnight to be exact) and he dislocated his left shoulder.<br />
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I will be playing the role of Curley this fall in <a href="http://www.palmbeachdramaworks.org/">Palm Beach Dramaworks</a>' production of, <a href="http://www.sparknotes.com/lit/micemen/">"Of Mice and Men."</a></div>
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<br />Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7105423221870324527.post-68572576989502667082013-05-15T12:26:00.002-07:002013-08-14T04:42:46.475-07:00Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. -Buddha I just wrapped up another successful semester of teaching. Ironically, my last semester at Montclair State was my best. I had challenges during my time there, but all in all, it was a positive experience. I feel I gained the respect of my students , I can only hope that they got something out of the class in return. Part of me will miss it there, but alas, tis time to move on.<br />
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My Theater Appreciation class is seeming to get more and more streamlined; covering most of the same material in a more engaging way. Students are more and more enthused. I received many compliments from students; feels good.<br />
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I will be teaching Acting at both Rider and Rutgers Universities in the fall. Nice to know that so many schools are eager to keep me around. Again, Montclair would've kept me if I chose to stay...good to move on on my own terms.<br />
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A few weeks ago I completed Improv 101 at <b><a href="http://www.ucbtheatre.com/">Upright Citizens Brigade</a></b> (UCB). What an exciting, terrifying experience. I am not good at improv, but acknowledge it is a skill I need to develop. The class was hard; I struggled. I feel I did better than I think I did. I start 201 at the end of the month.<br />
I practically shit my pants every time I go up but, if you're not growing and learning - you're dying.<br />
This is good for me.<br />
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I also recently joined the wonderful theatrical group, <b><a href="http://amiosnyc.org/">AMIOS </a></b><i>(Art and Music in our Souls)</i>. This is a pretty great collective of artists; I am flattered to be a part of it. Among other things, they host an evening of theater every month called, Shotz. Every month, playwrights have two weeks to write a short play (based on a pre-determined theme), then the actors and directors have two weeks to rehearse and stage their assigned play. It's fly-by-the-seat-of-your-pants theater but, fully produced. It's not half-assed; the work is quality stuff and I've been asked to return to participate in this month's <i><b>Shotz</b></i>, my 2nd; a true compliment.<br />
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I have several readings coming up:<br />
One produced by <a href="http://www.fundamentaltheaterproject.com/">Fundamental Theatre Project</a>, directed by Shirley Knight<br />
<i><b>Perfect Weather</b></i> by Eric Fallen<br />
<i><b>The Medicine Show</b></i> by David Dannenfelser<br />
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Lotsa irons in fires.<br />
Keeping busy as best I can, moving forward.<br />
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...till next time.Christopher Halladayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10128236373884479804noreply@blogger.com0